it's been a little fun. now i don't feel like
"i don't wanna go to school"
every morning. it's a good thing. i feel like that i finally got used to be in between the two groups. 2nd grader and 3rd grader. i am a 2.5th grader.

i'm planning to go visit united states where i had lived for one year next month. there is gonna be a prom night during my visit. actually, of course, that's the purpose of it. aaaaaaand, i have one important purpose in my mind. that is to try myself. i am sure i'd got lots of huge walls over in the year, so i should be strong. but i haven't been able to realize that i'd became much stronger person than before in mental thing. or perhaps i might have proud of myself too much. it was like i was hit by something on the head hecka hard. and then i've still been fighting with lonliness even after i came back to japan. i cried a lot. and now i figured out something really important to live my life. So, NOW come try me. I shall not be defeated. what else could be my enemy? i will fly there by myself.

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