okay, I really got mad at you this time,
but you'll never know I've got mad.


how can I trust you?

I tried, but now I can't understand you.
I believed what you said.
That was stupid.
I expected, but never it happened.

okay, I stop thinking about you as you told me.

got a stress from you, and
I got much tiredness from YOU!

I thought I've got you, but that was wrong.
You thought you've got me, no, that's wrong.

you know what.
you're losing me.

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figured out.
why I felt so depressed last week.
why I awoke every after 3 hours in the night.

Of course, becuase of some problems happened to me,
but also I took too much caffein.

I had to finish a bookreview paper for physics,
and took much caffeine than usual...


< effects of heavy caffeine use >
- Heavy caffeine use can lead to emotional disorders
such as persistent anxiety adn tension, mood swings,
and sleep disorders. - Social Problems&the Quolity of Life

My behavior last week is really match to this effects.
Caffeine... was the reason.

ai ｜MAIL