9/20
Am I jeaouls?

I have NO RIGHTS to jealous him.
no, I don't have...

but what I figured out what happened to me recently is that
I even rejected others.
I mean, I don't feel anything others.
I can't have a guy like him any more, and so far, I don't want to have.

plus, now what I knew is I have to give it up.

I knew.
I knew from the first time, but there's a little, tiny hope in my heart.
but now I know, clearly.
that was wrong.
the hope I had was totally wrong.
I shouldn't have had it.

I have to give it up.
should be end up.

but I know I will never see a guy like him.
never and ever.

ai ｜MAIL