what kind of feeling is this?

I was so happy when I talked to you, sharing time,
even far away from there.

after hung up the phone, my blood were warm, fulfilled with energy,
and even the next day, I still felt it.

the mail made me big smile.
who knows about this?

I don't know how you call this.
But things are too complicated to call what people usuall call.

so stay away from it.
just leave it.
that is the best way.


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but what about here?
my feeling toward I is seemingly decling.
getting tired of it.
what should I do?
how can I handle this?

ai ｜MAIL