feel so bad about the fact i haven't been working at all.

AT ALL.


i used to be a babysitter for the store..
sometimes i even felt like i was in jail since everyone else go out for beach, bars, etc on sunny weekend,
i'm the only one left at the store.
last for 5 years. worked 7 days a week.
only a couple times offs a year.

i wouldn't deny that i had fun being there many times,
but at the end i became more frustrated and wave my hand to leaving friends with envy eyes.

now what.


it's gonna be almost a year that i haven't worked officially anything.
i cannot believe that i am not working.
i feel so bad the fact Matt is the only income and he's doing so well taking care of everything at the same time.
feels that i'm nothing. doing nothing.

ai ｜MAIL