release my mask
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好きです、 って言えたら良い。 もう今更言えない。
メール待っています。 もう私からは送らないって決めたのに、それでもやっぱり諦めきれない。
あなたは私のことなど思い出しもしないでしょうにね。
会いたいです。 傍にいて欲しいです。
それも全部無理なこと。
こんな風になるのなら、人など好きにならねば良かったのに…。
2007年09月22日(土) |
you are breaking my heart again |
i love him. i love him on my own.
i know i am nothing for him... i am just a baby, he never thinks i can be his lover.
what did i expect??
did i think i can be his girlfriend??
what a shame!!
how can it be possible??
i was just deceived with honeyed words.
but how they were sweet... how his heart beating echoed to me... i was under the illusion.
i am too young to love guys. i realised this fact. i know nothing about them.
i love him. i love him.
however i must stop loving him by now.
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