ふうこの英国留学日記-その後

2002年10月27日(日) How far I stand...

Today, I was very satisfied myself.
I slept well, had a warm bath, and ate some food I cooked by myself.

I listened to music in my room, and read website.
I went a food store after the rain stopped.

It was very windy and cold today, but walking qiuickly made my body hot. Nothing special things happen, but I felt being satisfied my life.

However, after I came back to my room and listen to other CD again.
The melody reminded me sweet days with my ex-boyfriend.
I listened to the music with him in those days, and suddenly I felt very sad because I noticed many people and event has gone through my life.

I became really nostalgic about my past days.I know it will never back.I feel everything has gone so quickly, and now I stand alone so far from there. I have got many things in my life, but day by day, I have lost many things I've got. Always only momery left in my heart.
I asked myself why I came so far away from where I was before.

I remember when I was really feek happy together with him, I wish the moment would continue.
The cloud in Britain is moving very quickly, such as the cloud I worry everything will leave me soon.

The reason why I think in this way might mean that I was very happy in the past.


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