2002年10月27日(日) |
How far I stand... |
Today, I was very satisfied myself. I slept well, had a warm bath, and ate some food I cooked by myself.
I listened to music in my room, and read website. I went a food store after the rain stopped.
It was very windy and cold today, but walking qiuickly made my body hot. Nothing special things happen, but I felt being satisfied my life.
However, after I came back to my room and listen to other CD again. The melody reminded me sweet days with my ex-boyfriend. I listened to the music with him in those days, and suddenly I felt very sad because I noticed many people and event has gone through my life.
I became really nostalgic about my past days.I know it will never back.I feel everything has gone so quickly, and now I stand alone so far from there. I have got many things in my life, but day by day, I have lost many things I've got. Always only momery left in my heart. I asked myself why I came so far away from where I was before.
I remember when I was really feek happy together with him, I wish the moment would continue. The cloud in Britain is moving very quickly, such as the cloud I worry everything will leave me soon.
The reason why I think in this way might mean that I was very happy in the past.
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