Since monday morning, it has been raining.
During the all day, the thick gray clouds covered sky.
We never see sunshine for these days.

I am recovering from the flu that I caught in the weekend.
I was happy on Sunday, because one of my friends call me to worry
about my health.

Monday to Friday, I should study very hard....I spend all my time in only library, classroom, my room and fooddtore. It is very boring, but I had much matariald to read.

Ok, I tried to find good aspects of my life in here.
Recently I got new friend. His name is Andrew and he is an American guy. He is a Ph.D students of Sociology. He is a Marxist.
I never have a American guy as my close friend.
I don't know we can be close frind or not.
Anyway, we met often accidentally, and he ask me go to movie together in this weekend.I hesitate to go movie only with him...
It sounds little bit uncomfortable...
I never date with foreigner. In Nowich, I sometime went out with Corin but, we are obviously just friend and I never hesitate to stay
with him even in his room only us.
Except Corin, I notice I am a kind of Male phobia about non-asian men.
I don't feel phobia against most men coming from east-asia.
It sounds I have a kind of biased view.
I know I should not have a preconceived idea for foreigners.
But, I could not overcome, and I think it is my natural sense.
It is ok to accept my feeling.

Actually, I am very tired listening to his speaking.
I know my English ability is still poor, but we are talking
about literature and movies, therefore the dialogue between us
sounds interesting me.
But, now I really miss Corin!! Now I notice how patient he is!
He was always patient about my poor English, and he is a only person
I don't feel tired to talk among the native speaker.

Andrew invites me to join the small group to see Independet films which come around this city. I think it is a good chance to know the people who love movie.

I hope me and Andrew can be friend like a Corin and me.

uh...mm, today I am not in the good mood.
Why? Because of the terrible weather?